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I was dismissive of "typical couples" with their public bickering.
Another actor frequently assumed to be gay, Alan Cumming has had relationships with men and women.
While he considers himself to be bisexual, he did say, "the pendulum has obviously swung." He's been married to his husband since 2007. I have always considered myself bisexual." She has spoken about the many relationships she had with women in the past.
I was keenly attuned to the compromises associated with being a wife.
"Why I Want a Wife," an essay in magazine (always on my mother's coffee table), had a profound effect on my youthful thinking.